My little Joseph was struggling on the ventilator and last night the doctors advised that they give him a course of medicine to help strengthen his lungs. The medicine has some negative side effects so they dont like to give it unless absolutely necessary - which it was. Poor little lamb. Xander was doing so well but started to need more oxygen so he's had an xray to see if he has fluid on his lungs. Please please let it not be anything more than that as if it is he may have to go back on the big ventilator again. We'll find out this afternoon.
I got a cuddle with Xander last night - there's nothing like his warm little body against mine. He had his eyes open and was staring at me. I hope he knows i'm his mummy. He was stretching his little arm out on me so I think he was comfortable. The day their tubes come out will be the happiest day of my life. Bless my little angels.
Cuddles from Xander
Joseph below resting in his incubator